Exploring Your Sexuality

To explore your sexuality you have to explore energy.

To explore your sexuality you have to explore yourself. You have to explore your mind, your body, your heart and your spirit.

You have to go into the depths and the heights of yourself.

You have to bring your desires from the dark into the light. You have to know them, name them, befriend them, become intimate with them. So much of yourself in them, clues to your fears, what you hide, and to your freedom.

You have to know your sexual energy, its taste, its song, its poetry, its gentleness, its fire.

You have to know the stars you come from, the ocean in your blood, the earth in your bones and the wind in your dreams.

You have to know the warrior within, the beast, the God, the Goddess. And you have to know to surrender to all of these when they call.

You have to know your heart, wide, deep, without boundary. And tender, so tender. Fragile in a moment. And you have to know how to open your heart. To connect it to your sexuality. To let it fill your body and reach out to your lover. To feel the universe inside of you.

You have to know your mind, a philosophy of love and pleasure. A life-long journey of learning and discovery. You have to know curiosity and fascination.

And you have to know your body, a portal to so much, the energy of eternity. The pleasure centers, touch, taste, smell, sound, words, sensation, emotion, without limit. Nuance, subtlety, micro, macro, the reflection of everything within you.

And the body of your lover, oh the adventure of discovery.

You have to know vulnerability, to reveal yourself, shatter yourself, dissolve yourself, die and be reborn, again and again.

And you have to know that all you know will change, over and over.

On this endless journey into pleasure.