I have given pleasure to many people over the years, sometimes it seems countless.
So many strangers, in so many venues, places, days, nights, have lain on my table, or whose spread thighs I’ve sat between.
Sometimes nameless, simply a body, seeking.
So many lovers.
I’ve offered my hands, my touch, and always, always, even though it was seldom known, a little, sometimes a lot, of my heart.
I learned early the gift I have for pleasure, the ability, the facility. The intrinsic understanding of touch and energy.
The knowing of bodies, of skin.
The knowing, the worship, the awareness of Yoni, which has drawn me, in beauty and mystery, in wonder and desire, in prayer and curiosity, in art and secret, from early in my life.
And it seems that this life would have been no other than this path.
From ego to humility, from pride to vulnerability, from precarious to safety, through the fire of pain, of hurt, of destruction and rebirth, I have learned.
From doing to welcoming, from chasing to inviting, I have learned.
From control to surrender, I have learned.
From so many, in so many ways, gentle and harsh, I have learned.
From the body to the portal of spirit, I have learned.
From orgasm to the sacred, from obsession to Divine, I have learned.
It might be time to chronicle this journey, to share the story.
It might be time to share the learning.
For this journey of pleasure, into pleasure, is a journey into the some of the deepest, some of the highest, some of the darkest, some of the lightest of who we are.
It’s a journey into the essence of who we are.
It’s clue and key, guide and teacher.
It’s demon and liberator.
It’s a path that can drown us, destroy us, break us, or elevate us to heights of ecstasy. Not just the ecstasy of the body, but of union, Sacred Union, with ourselves, with another, and with The Goddess.
This has been my longing, sometimes in ways misguided, to know you, Goddess.
And in my simple way, through my words, through my eyes, through my hands, through my heart, to serve you in pleasure.
From the time of being a teenager, knowing this, knowing sex and spirit were, not knowing what that even meant, simply knowing.
And tonight, writing this, so many years later, knowing this even more.
I sat earlier, as I do, between your legs, in an experience of such deep opening, such deep release, such deep pleasure.
The experience, an offering, to life, to love, to possibility.
An experience of, and for, the Goddess before me, her origin stretching back in time to The One.
And in this, a whisper, it’s time to tell the story, it’s time to share the learning.
I invite you…
