My journey with Yoni Massage has been, to quote the song, a long and winding road, that has led me to many doors. So many.
It began with orgasm, that was it.
To make you come. And I was good at it, very good.
I had the amazing fortune to be involved in an adult fantasy club, with access to so many people, so many women. On some nights 5, 6, maybe more women.
People watching, the energy feeding one orgasm after another.
I learned so much, from so many, which became invaluable later. I never knew that at the time.
Then it became about pleasure.
Learning how much, how wide, how vast, how deep, how high, the world of pleasure was. How many experiences there could be. If orgasm happened, it did, but it wasn’t a focus. And in fact sometimes it was purposefully staying away from orgasm, to cross that threshold into pleasure.
No longer about the goal, achievement, making something happen, ending.
Then it became about healing. How much was stored in the Yoni, how much emotion, how much was blocked, how much from the past, from patterning, conditioning. How much of your body, your heart, was connected to your Yoni. The tightness inside, the contraction, the hurt, the numbness.
How much could be softened, opened, released, revealed, let go
Then it became about energy.
How energy moves in the body, what sexual energy is, how the body is a system of energy, how the heart and sex are connected,
Then it became about where you were, what experience you were having, feeling. Whatever was present, all of it. The anger, rage, fear, insecurity, jealousy…
Welcoming all of it, all of you.
Being in the space of an emotional portal.
Then it became about how Yoni Massage was and spiritual experience, worship, sacred.
Endless, limitless depths, energy spaces.
Then it became about how so many of these elements met, swirled, in one space, one experience. Waves of sensation, feeling, energy, emotion, all flowing together in a dance of beauty, anger, joy, release, opening, transcending…
Then it became about how many different Yoni Massage experiences there were, are.
Even as recently as in the past few weeks, something new emerged, with very specific movements based on internal clitoral anatomy.
A road from ego and performance to understanding, giving, service, to simple, vulnerable presence. And how powerful that is.
A road that never ends, that keeps on revealing itself, as I am student and teacher, priest and penitent, explorer and discoverer.
A road of mystery and wonder, beauty and power, prayer and pleasure, body and spirit. A road of, and to the Divine.
A road of fire and subtlety, of heaven and earth, of all the elements in your sacred body and being.
A road of light and shadow.
A road that takes us, if we allow, if we’re open, if we’re aware, takes us deep into ourselves, reveals us, opens us.
To share more, to understand what that is, who we are on this road of possibility.
Come and share, experience, learn.
I invite you…
