THE INNER (SEXUAL) JOURNEY TO THE HEART

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A while ago I shared a piece about a massage threesome, something we do lots, a deep and sensually sacred experience.
After that I received a lot of messages about where people could have this experience.
In conversation it emerged that most people were interested in this purely from a sexual space, an arousal space, a ‘getting off’ space.
When I shared that the depth was a result of a deep inner journey, and ; Would you like to explore that?’, the conversations ended.

I was thinking about another experience, an incredibly deep sensual touch experience.
The description of it, the physical aspect, is actually quite simple.
A group of people, nude, blindfolded, with oil on their bodies, sliding, dancing, against each other. First standing, then moving to the floor. Bodies rolling over, under, around each other.
On one level, that’s it.

On another level, the feeling, the connection, the sensation.
The sacredness.
As someone said afterwards, I found God in a pile of bodies.
It wasn’t about holding on, it wasn’t about groping, it wasn’t about any particular part of the body, it wasn’t about what genitals you have.
It was about how our senses are the language of a prayer.
It was about how the body is an altar of worship.
It was about connecting with being so human, with others, and how transcendent this can be.
It was about how touch is a pathway to an expanded state of consciousness, almost a psychedelic.

And about how much of an inner journey this is.
For so many of us, our sexuality and sensuality are so external.
They’re about someone else, they’re about an act, they’re about an outer arousal.
For so many of us they’re about an orgasm above all else.
For so many of us they’re about our genitals.
For so many of us they’re about friction, fantasy, chasing, contraction, achieving, releasing…

The inner journey is about going beyond that.
It’s about going to a place where there is so much more in the experience.
It’s about feeling the touch of all these bodies, and all these hands, then dropping into the portal that these offer us.
A portal to the heart.
A portal that shows us that making love is a field of possibility, not just an act.
A portal that shows us how to feel the Divine in and through our bodies.
A portal that connects us, even for a few moments to something deeper inside of us, something that in truth had no words.
How the conversation of the body in touch, in breath, in sound, in smell, in awareness, is an expression of consciousness.

It’s an experience of deep healing, taking us beyond, far beyond, our beliefs, patterning, conditioning, inhibition.
It’s an experience of liberation, from so many things.
The judgement of our bodies.
The disconnect between our hearts and our sex.
The limiting experience of sensuality, pleasure and energy we have.
It’s an awakening of our entire body, sensitising what may not have had a lot of feeling.
It’s a connection with others in a way that has no story, simply the moment.
It’s a way to become present, deeply present, and feel, deeply.

I’ve used the word sacred here.
Sacred is the mystery.
And as soon as we try to define it, it vanishes.
It can only be experienced, felt, known in a way beyond words.
Our bodies, in their myriad expressions, are the place of this knowing.
These experiences are the portals to this knowing.
The inner journey is about going beyond the sexual, sensual, erotic conditioning we have, the programming, the porn-model, the media model, to the freedom of the sacred.
The inner journey of healing our sensual hurts, blockages and limitations.
The experience is the healing, the healer.

In this sacred space
And in a moment know
The oneness
Of this eternal moment
For we are the temple
We are the priest and priestess
We are the prayer
And the worshipper
We are the altar
And the Communion
Our touch is the language
We pray in
Our breath
Our sighs
Are the psalms we sing
Each caress
Is a sacred gesture
In this living prayer
This surrender
To the Goddess
Of Pleasure.


I invite you, come and learn, come and experience…

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