There are touches that take us into space, touches that open space within us, touches that take us into expanded spaces, touches that dissolve us to become one with space, touches that take us into the space within ourselves.
Touch is a language of the body that has no words, and is often beyond words.
It’s a language of feeling, sensing, knowing.
Touch reaches into our bodies, into our hearts, into our energy, into our chemistry.
Something happens in the touch.
Something changes, something opens, something releases, something softens.
Something is felt.
Something comes to awareness.
Something awakens, something arouses.
When we touch there is a conversation.
My body talks to yours in this wordless exchange.
The awareness we bring, the open heart, the presence, are elements of our natural state.
They reach out to each other, to meet, to be met. The more open we are, the more quiet we are, the more intimate we are, the more we’ll hear, feel, sense this conversation.
It’s always a conversation, there’s never just a giver, a receiver, there’s always an exchange. We don’t often hear it.
Much of my world is the touch of pleasure.
And pleasure here is a path of limitless possibilities.
The touch of pleasure is the touch of healing, of releasing.
It’s the touch of relaxation. Such a simple word, and so much begins with relaxing.
Relaxing is the opening to feel, to let go.
Relaxing is the doorway to the quiet, to the still place within us, where we can hear our heart, hear our soul.
Relaxing is the opening to sensitivity of sensation, to feel more, and yet more.
Relaxing is the first step into the temple of higher pleasure, expanded pleasure.
Even when the touch is the touch of fire, it begins with relaxing, with allowing.
Touch is the intimacy of the body.
An intimacy with ourselves and with another.
Presence is an element of intimacy.
To be present in touch, regardless of the context, is to be intimate, even for a moment.
Intimacy is an element of our natural state.
Intimacy is an element of sensing the Divine in the moment, in the meeting of skin, hands, more.
The quiet within us is where Divine Intimacy waits for us.
The stillness within us is where Divine Intimacy meets us.
And when we bring that into our touch, flow that from the places within us, our touch becomes the touch of possibility.
I’ve been developing, that’s actually not right.
It emerged in a few experiences, and then comes the mind stuff, what it is, how to replicate it, how to share it, how to use it, how to teach it.
A deeper experience.
It emerged in a Yoni and a Lingam Massage, and it’s for the whole body.
It’s where touch becomes mystical, spiritual, psychedelic.
It’s a touch and a meditation.
It’s a touch that opens the space within us for us to experience ourselves with a deeper awareness.
It’s a touch that opens us to see how much is within us, how much more than we often allow.
It’s a touch that shows us what touch can be, where it can take us, and more than that, who we are.
My Yoni Vortex
‘Stillness. Complete stillness. In the touch and in my mind. An experience unlike anything I’ve felt before- energetically, emotionally and physically.
An invitation to my yoni to open… not just to me, not just to the touch, but to life. All of life.
Not rushing. Not forcing. And when those thoughts of rush and movement came into my awareness, a surrendering, allowing the moment to be what it is. To be as it is. And suddenly, in the gentleness, in the deep deep desire, she opens. Slowly.. inching open, like a flower petal blooming…
What a different experience to open to possibility instead of to open to expectation. Like a vortex opening, not only was I drawing his touch deeper inside of me.. but I was drawing life itself deeper inside of me. Desire.. yearning… inviting all of life to penetrate me.
And in that moment, this vortex connected my yoni to my heart and to my head, creating a channel for this energy, for all life to flow through me and penetrate every cell in my body. To say yes to what is, as it is, without trying to change it, without wanting it to be different. Surrendering to the moment. It takes me deeper into meditation, deeper into my body and deeper into the depths of my soul.
It’s time to sit up. I’m feeling dazed and ‘high’, something has shifted. Something profound has happened. It’s hard to explain exactly what that is but in my body I can feel, I’m not quite the same woman that arrived for this healing.’
