What if I told you that I didn’t want to make you come, in any way.
What if I told you that I wasn’t interested in asking you squirt.
What if I told you that I didn’t want any particular reaction or response from you.
What if I told you that I did want to connect with you.
With our words, with our eyes, with our breath.
In whatever way you’d like that to be.
What if I told you that I did want to hold you against my body.
That I did want to feel your belly against mine, my heart against yours.
That I did want to feel all the places our skins touch.
That I did want to hear your breath against my neck.
That I did want to open my heart to yours.
What if I told you that I did want to lay you down and allow my hands to rest on your body.
That I did want to connect with the stillness, the quiet within me, the stillness within you, the quiet between us.
That I did want to drop from my thoughts into my body, into my heart.
That I will wait for something to arise within me that moves my hands on your body.
That guides my touch from a place of knowing that has no thought.
That is simply, and deeply, present with you.
What if I told you that I want to follow your breath, your movement, subtle though it may be.
That your body meets my hands as a canvas meets the brush.
That in this meeting of energy a dance of touch, a dance of sensation, is created.
What if I told you that in this touch the freedom is yours to move as you will, be as still as you will, express your voice as you will.
And I, I will follow the channels you open.
Whether soft and subtle and slow, tender and gentle, or a fire of building flames, rising heat.
What if I told you that in this you, your body, are my mediation and my prayer.
That as much as I lose myself in you, I hold my presence for you.
That in this conversation beyond words, in this silent meeting of skin, I listen to the whispered song within you.
I listen to the way your desire wishes to speak, to be seen, to be felt, to be heard.
And in this way my hands will move on your body.
What if I told you that when your body is replete, I will hold you the way you wish to be held.
With the care that you need in that moment, in silence or in words, in connection or space.
That I will offer you nourishment as you desire.
Pleasure as you desire.
That the waves moving within you, the waves of sensation, the waves of emotion, become ripples, settle into stillness.
In the time you need.
What if I told you that this I offer to you, as an expression of love.
As an expression of bringing the sacred to life, to vibrating vitality.
That in this moment we become the creator and the created.
That this touch is the portal to the wonder of the heart expressed in the body.
That this is one of the ways the Divine within us makes love.
This is one of the deepest expressions of Conscious Touch, in the way we do it, teach it.
I invite you, come and experience, come and feel, come and learn…
