I was thinking about what it is to show up sexually, to show up sensually, to show up erotically.
To show up consciously.
And how different that might look from what so much of the world thinks it is.
To show up sexually is to show up vulnerably. It’s to show up revealed, opened.
It’s to show up present.
And to show up in my vulnerable presence is to show up free from a goal, free from a need to perform, free from my body needing to do something other than allowing what’s within me to emerge.
To show up sexually is to show up with all my desire, with all my wanting, and to let it all go into the dance that emerges between us.
To drop into my body, into my heart, into feeling, into the moment of being, with you.
To allow the freedom of the river of desire to flow as it will, to take us where it will, in the way it will.
To show up sexually is to show up knowing that the ocean of pleasure is so vast, as to be endless.
And to follow where the tides take us with curiosity, with wonder and with surprise.
To follow the flow through calm and storm.
To feel the pulsation of all that it offers us, in its ever-changing moods.
To show up sexually is to show up with my heart.
To show up in the fire of intimacy and be willing to step into the flames.
For illusion to be burned.
For inhibition to be burned.
For withhold to be burned
For masks to be melted.
For the bars of the cage around my heart to melt, that when you look at me, you’ll say ‘There you are.’
To show up sexually is to show up selfishly and selflessly.
To be there for myself, to be there for you.
To have dropped the judgement, the outcome, the attachment, the right, the wrong, into the moment.
For what is now, alive, emergent in the freedom of the conscious pleasure present.
To show up sexually is to show up listening.
With my whole body.
Listening with my breath, to your breath.
Listening with my heart to yours.
Listening with my belly to yours.
Listening with my skin to yours.
Listening to the silent conversation of our bodies, that speaks beyond words.
To show up sexually is to show up in time, beyond time, to take time.
Time is an element of intimacy.
Intimacy is an element of presence.
Time is an expression of commitment to the present, with you.
There’s more, so much more…
Let’s begin here…
